Performance garden, where music and plants play for all who listen. (Photo: Wiki Commons)
A Suite For Miss Helen
Lately, whenever I arrive for my weekly visits
to the Memory Unit of the Chateau,
Helen no longer looks up at me with
the surprised delight I have come to count on…
Nor does she seem to take great pleasure
in the jazz that I bring with me.
Last week I had to work hard
for each glimmer of a smile
that lasted but a second
before the inevitable droop
back into the darkness
where she appears to reside…
Leaving me to wonder
if my intrusions
disturb or brighten
the world she inhabits
as she endures the waiting
for she knows not what….
This week
I made up my mind
not to work for smiles…
Instead of carrying on
with exaggerated gesture
to draw her into her favorite music,
I sat with Helen in the garden,
quietly holding hands,
listening to her jazz,
and watching the birds come and go
And, when I was finally successful
in convincing myself that
I didn’t have to do anything
to make the time special for her,
I relaxed and became aware
that the tickling sensation
in the palm of my hand was Helen
keeping time with the beat